your cards tonight

space rat

Satellite

Orbiting Jupiter

Today Storm

today my mother said
"I'm divorcing your father"

today as I walked through falling branches
today as I stepped on cracks in the sidewalk

"even the catholic church will forgive this one"



and i can't forget
that she can't remember
a time when she could still

dream
without him listening



and i like
a vodka on the rocks
with pills
and her, not 3000 miles away

and I've traveled
virgin mother
and I've learned from you


sorrowful woman


it's not possible
for him to block my sunlight

it's not possible
for a boy to try to love me

tarot koi

LySergic acid Diethylamide

Drifting away from my mission, I glance back one last time. Molten darkness oozes out from the cracks in the parking lot pavement. Is the ground sinking. Will this darkness consume everything? I turn my eyes toward the infinity nothingness above me. It is clear outside tonight. Comparing myself to the stars, I can't help but notice a similarity: reaction. The endocrine system releases hormones which diffuse through my cells to reach my brain causing my neurons to react in a certain way and thus alter my mood. Stars fuse hydrogen to produce helium. Although different reactions, they are similar in that they involve the pieces of the universe reacting with another piece An atom is a conglomeration of protons, neutrons and electrons, who themselves are only made of leptons and quarks. And what after? Strings? the fact that i am here and thinking and existing is absolutely amazing. Imagination is the most beautiful thing. If you think about it, the universe interacts with itself to create something. Hmm, I guess thats all the universe ever does. If there is a god, I'd say that it is everything. And it is creating itself.

swim

volcanos on venus

miss u haiku

our new power source
when ice turns to firestorms
a thought hits the sun

Digital Postcard

Suicide Bridge
Portland, Oregon

One of Chuck Palahniuk's most Haunted Places in Portland

spooky..

Not Quite Pop Art... but

Making your own Syzygy and six other ways to avoid a Black hole

1.call your friend.
(correspondence)

je ne paux par vivre sans elle
yin in her voice.
the girls see: cows grazing. mist covers electric wires
the boys see: necks deep in water. pool lights dance on stone walls.

2.lock a simean in a V2rocket
(cause and effect)

give him the letters he sent you
make him return your heart
feel my whiskers as i kiss you good bye
dare him one last time
watch him cower

old lover it's clear now
tell the atmosphere
"burn him like a book"


3.burn it to the ground
(polarity)

gasoline. ethanol. drench a mattress, warm your hands
break. crack. stretch. dissolve. hurt. hide. scream.
as thanks for their denotation
without their opposites.
you don't exist.

drop a molotov, petrol smells like cologne,
watch it paint the floorboard
and now a cigarette.
your pussy brand.
kiss it. flick it.
your blitzkrieg.
you know how good it feels.


4. join a cult
(mentalism)

In white robes,
Lemurian citizens make tunnels
beneath Mount Shasta,
watch your skin grow scaly
join a new legion of underground swimmers
and beneath a California sunset you think
"this shits way better than jesus"

5. Ask for God
(vibration)

assess: what are you? organic materials evolving.
connect: you are nature, wave to the trees, your brothers
your boyfriend in the medicine cabinet
demand: to speak to god.
bright camera flash in a bathroom mirror

6.trance
(rhythm)

dance. celebrate. become the beat.
bathe. reflect and meet yourself.
"all i do is say goodbye"



7.Make your own Syzygy
(gender)

je ne paux par vivre sans elle
become jupiter and venus.
watch that monkey scream in wonder
On winter solstice, you make your own orbit and
we go to the clouds where the space whales swim

Copyright 2007 Jupiterstop

Queen of Wands

Red Rain in Kerala

Rain Dance

adorned
with feathers
and turquoise.
Cherrapunji
under my feet,
Mawsynram
to the east.
can you follow
a drop of rain
from the cloud
to the puddle?
or evaporate
dear virga?
sing to me
like...
submerged bubbles
oscillating.
turn me into
blackwater.
bleed me
like Kerala,
airborne spores
terrestrial algae.
a loud thunderclap
a flash of light
our dance
is over.

NoSpaces

forgetregretegret
aintnoharmdoneyet
definitionofadmonition
ammuntionsinthekitchen
grabyourgatandget
aintnosenseinit
putyourselfintoposition
firetillsupremesubmission
blowbrainsoutibet
forgetregretegret

simple things

if you want me, I'll be there
a boy
to deal with all your problems
but
part of the deal
is for you to feel

something

if you want me, look me up
i don't
exist in usual places
subtle as the wind is grey

and if you want me
all you have to do
is ask a thousand questions
triplicate
and file under
simple things you ask to make
a young boy sigh

Japanese Jupiter Dreams

bachelorette

you climb on rooftops
and you bachelorette

you can turn dust into champagne
you even remembered his name

bachelorette
the braves you painted pink for bachelorettes
you tried to show him that he can
but you can never rush a man

do it again

Subway Beyond the Voltage-gated Ion Channels and Towards the Black Hole

meet me in the tunnel
halfway between the soma
and the axon terminal
the region of space
i cant escape
past the event horizon
singularity at a single point
absent minded transgression
get on the 456
exit bowling green
original new amsterdam
the canyon of heroes
action potential reached
Ca ions diffuse
postsynaptic receptors
activated
see you in the subway
space cowboy

i made a picture of us together. Hopefully we can be soon.

Stolen Cars

sinking deep
into the drop me in
and make me swim
too thick to levitate
pulling me down
filling my lungs
blue before me
the emptiness you
call your eyes.


id like to rub my tongue
in the spaces
between your teeth
pink moist residue
gummy hard against
soft strong muscle
tastes like you
and left overs
kept in raisin boxes
of cigarettes.


i crawl in your belly
walk circles like dogs
making a bed in leaves
but you are warm
waffles for breakfast
hot sex in the morning
wrapped presents for christmas
stolen cars under arrest
a heart in a chest.

supernova in my pocket

ghosts

I do.

"Live in the sunshine, swim the sea, drink the wild air…”

wandering alone
i stumble upon a sea
waves washing ashore

at night i can see
your reflection like the moon
your foot prints in sand

mimicing your steps
allowing myself to drown
now a part of you

war is for assholes

Two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl

while drinking tonight, i realized how much i miss your presence. my body misses yours. hurry back. i miss you.

nuff said

Purify

Thank you for washing my back.

haiku

on the highway soon
hurt and pain left behind us
ahead, horizons

tell your friends tonight
deep in sleep is a subway
where you have a date


after the long storms
now a geisha waits for me
long after the rain

Dreaming Japanese

spring by jupiterstop

I cracked my heart... still intact

world love by jupiterstop