Saturday, May 16, 2009

a different kettle of fish


Lately, I've been so fascinated with the biology of cognition. Some of us feel our way through our days. Others, painstakingly plot and plan every move and every choice. But most of us, live somewhere between these two mentalities. Biologically these two ways of thinking are controlled by two very different parts of the brain. Our behavior is indeed affected by our feelings which are a direct product of which part of the brain is being activated.

In our medial temporal lobe (base of the brain towards the back) lies the amygdala, a small group of nuclei shaped kind of like an almond. The amygdala (see pic) deals with feelings and emotional impulses. Painful memories, fears, and trauma is created and stored in this area, imprinted in the how synapses react. For someone who is anxious, depressed, or overly emotional, activity in the amygdala increases. Once this part of the brain is activated one can only respond emotionally because all the amygdala can do is feel. This is where many people lose hope. Since all of the activity is taking place in this area, one's reasoning, perspective, and grasp of reality is completely tainted with powerful emotions and fears.

Conversely, the orbitofrontal cortex, or OFC (which lies behind the eyes) is the part of the brain that reasons and rationalizes, regulating our emotions and impulses. When a tragedy or trauma occurs our initial reaction is from our OFC, however if one is too used to dwelling in their amygdala we respond with emotion instead of reason, often worsening the situation at hand. Anyway, the most interesting and inspiring thing I've found out is that we have the power to choose which part of the brain to utilize. The dichotomy between raw emotions (amygdala) and comprehension/understanding (OFC) reflects our own patterns of behavior. We truly have the power to control how we feel, and that's an assuring notion indeed.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Saturday, January 17, 2009

lost

where are you?
what are you going through?

i can help, and i can listen, and i miss you.

Saturday, October 4, 2008

A Little Over Excited

I hope you don't mind
what Ive done with
the place
here

When the humidity is low
something moves me
to decorate
for the Hallows!

Monday, September 15, 2008

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

cool site:
http://www.boston.com/bigpicture/2008/09/hurricanes_as_seen_from_orbit.html

Friday, September 5, 2008

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

the subconscious lament

keep driving

through the desert.
keep driving.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Folding the Universe


i take a deep breath
inhaling all the spaces
between atomus

to bring your matter to me
so the sky can touch the sea




Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Physics



she wrapped me
in her
four of four
forces
that bound me
to me
and me
me and to you
when we
touched
the spaces vacant
of information
lying between
all that is
She

Monday, February 18, 2008

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Monday, January 28, 2008

Doomsday


Check your calendar.
This year's doomsday is Friday.

4/4/08
6/6
8/8
10/10
12/12

5/9
9/5

7/11
11/7

Freaky.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

easy come, easy go

it's no surprise that I say
i want more
deal again.
i think maybe

this time
lady luck will be more gentle

i'm late and i'm not ready

i know the night stays the same
it already knows what i'll win or lose
easily i cum
and easily i go


since i was 18 and beardless and when i remembered

that i'm still learning my lesson

kokeshi