your cards tonight

space rat

Satellite

Orbiting Jupiter

Today Storm

today my mother said
"I'm divorcing your father"

today as I walked through falling branches
today as I stepped on cracks in the sidewalk

"even the catholic church will forgive this one"



and i can't forget
that she can't remember
a time when she could still

dream
without him listening



and i like
a vodka on the rocks
with pills
and her, not 3000 miles away

and I've traveled
virgin mother
and I've learned from you


sorrowful woman


it's not possible
for him to block my sunlight

it's not possible
for a boy to try to love me

tarot koi

LySergic acid Diethylamide

Drifting away from my mission, I glance back one last time. Molten darkness oozes out from the cracks in the parking lot pavement. Is the ground sinking. Will this darkness consume everything? I turn my eyes toward the infinity nothingness above me. It is clear outside tonight. Comparing myself to the stars, I can't help but notice a similarity: reaction. The endocrine system releases hormones which diffuse through my cells to reach my brain causing my neurons to react in a certain way and thus alter my mood. Stars fuse hydrogen to produce helium. Although different reactions, they are similar in that they involve the pieces of the universe reacting with another piece An atom is a conglomeration of protons, neutrons and electrons, who themselves are only made of leptons and quarks. And what after? Strings? the fact that i am here and thinking and existing is absolutely amazing. Imagination is the most beautiful thing. If you think about it, the universe interacts with itself to create something. Hmm, I guess thats all the universe ever does. If there is a god, I'd say that it is everything. And it is creating itself.

swim

volcanos on venus

miss u haiku

our new power source
when ice turns to firestorms
a thought hits the sun